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Friday, 28 August 2009

  • I have always wondered what it would be like and how I would respond if God took everything away.
    I have been blessed with so much. He has provided more than i could ever need in my life. None of my loved ones have passed away. I have always had food to eat and a comfortable place to stay. I've had financial struggles or worries in my family but things have always somehow worked out. I have never broken a bone not have i ever been deathly ill. Who am i and what have i done to deserve such a blessed life? nothing. i am no one and i have done nothing to deserve it.
    I wonder if i'd be able to accept God's wrath/smite if he were to suddenly take everything away. Would i be like Job, realizing that nothing i have i deserved in the first place and that my life is in God's hands? I would i be like the author of the song "It is well with my soul", who, when his wife and children died on a boat on the way to come visit him in Europe, he is able to sing these words:

    1. When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
      When sorrows like sea billows roll;
      Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
      It is well, it is well, with my soul.
      • It is well, with my soul,
        It is well, it is well, with my soul.



Friday, 14 August 2009

  • 5 feelings i love

    1. getting lost in a song

    2. falling asleep in the midst of the peace of nature. dang, what weird way of describing it. During a retreat I walked pretty far into a forest-y area to find a place to do my devotional for the day, after reading the passage i took a nap with the trees' shade as my blanket. times like that.

    3. When i realize that God provides the best and always has

    4. giving it all in a performance on stage with friends

    5. waking up after a 30 min nap and feeling like i slept for 2 hours
  • great.

    i read some of the blogs on the front page because they looked interesting, and now i have an autism and a dating blog subscribed to me.

Wednesday, 12 August 2009

  • stargazing

    i went out to go see the meteor shower.
    i wanted to go somewhere with no light so i ended up biking about 40 mins out to the boonies of davis down Mace Blvd.
    the whole time i was trying to fight the feeling of fear and panic that i was out in the middle of nowhere by myself at 1am. lol.
    one of the scariest feelings is realizing how tiny you are in this vast universe.
    but i had comfort in the fact that i was witnessing God's glory and that even though he's so huge and amazing, he knows and loves me.
    i laid there with my backpack as my pillow on the side of the road in the middle of nowhere for about another 40 mins until i got too cold to just lay there.
    i saw about 8-9 shooting stars
    on the bike ride back i saw 1 more
    while i was biking, i saw some guy sitting cross-legged on the top of his suv and i asked how many he saw. he said about 4-5 in the past 20 minutes
    while i was biking through the sorrento park, i asked this couple sitting on the sidewalk how the stargazing was going, and the guy responded "pretty good". and then i realized it was jack luo and jenn liu! lolol. such a coincidence. but yea i sat there with them for another 20 minutes and saw about 4-5 more. :D

    -_- now i gotta finish my paper. i might go back out in about an hour to see if it's still going. :P

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